现在的我活得佷累，可是却很幸福。 

不要对我那么好可以吗。
我会爱你爱得无法自拔的。

IMY.

First day of internship today & I'm already tired like hell. 

Always damn hated office jobs but life has left me no choice.

But all the sadness & unhappiness have gone away whenever I think of you. 

Spending time to think of you have been my daily routine nowadays. 

In other words, I really really can't stop myself from missing you. 

I keep telling myself to hold on a bit longer until the next time I see you. 

Do you know that you have given me much strengths and courages for me to continue & hold on on my pathetic life ? 

I found out that I really can't live my life without you. 

I Love You. Hope you are happy today. 

Sincerely,

Ee Teng

ILY.

You have no idea how much my life has changed since I met you.
You are the best thing that ever ever happened in my life.
You have no idea how much I Love You.

Hell.

People living a life, but I'm living in Hell. 

Mask.

I always making fun of everything because I want those beside me to be happy.

But nobody knows my heart hurts like hell & I feel like dying. 

I have to put on a happy fake mask in order to live this damn fucking life. 

It's been almost 5 years.

and it still hurts. 

没人会懂我所经历过的一切。

没人会懂我微笑背后的苦。

ShangXinYuJue.